I look bad and see all the great times we've been through. All the bad, and all the confused situations. We got through it though, we did because, thats how solid our bounds as best friends was. I remember, and cry. I also remember the reason for us not being anything but complete strangers to each other. It makes me hate you. I've never said that about anybody before, except one other person but, that's a different story. One that has no happy ending, or sad. Its a blank and distant but close memory. Just like this one. Meaningless to my heart, head, and soul.
Why are we not best friends, friends; two people who atleast say hi to each other. Because, "You knew, that they meant everything to me!" I told myself after that night. You lied, denied, betrayed, cheated me, back stabbed me in the heart. Its okay.. I hope all you did, once again, was worth it because, karma's a b****. I will not get back at you, worse, or get even, I will do nothing. But wait. Ill be okay, and she'll be okay. We have gone our seperate ways, maybe not on best terms but, we're mature enough to end it all pure silence. We have memories that we'll always remember; never to be forgotten. And we have those that weren't so great. Their still memories. Years and years of friendship all ending to an end of nothing. All we had, being thrown away. That never ending ache of losing my best friend from kindergarden; by choice, will never go away. I understand and accept it. It was all great, I can just see it. We're all okay and together as one. Brothers and sisters. Best friends all we are, and I can see, we'll all be okay. Reality hits, and iv'e suddenly changed heart...
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